me, myself & my daily madness o___ó .. HIDE! o.o

maandag 15 februari 2010

newww~

miehieheiheieeee~
i've done my nails a few days ago,
but i forgot to take pictures and show them! o___o'' -bad bad-
but here they are n__n









hahaaaa, so i was bored, and youtubed a bit
and did some research of nail prints and stuff,
and this is what i found!
i gave it a personal touch to it,
wit the white ribbon and glitter~
haha 8D
oh well, i think im going to do my nails today as well,
because im sick T^T
so i have nothing to do...
except for eating and surfing the web :B
HA-HA,
ok bye bye & OH! tell me what you think~~~ ♡

donderdag 11 februari 2010

betrayal and still happy :3

GHELLOOOO WHAT A BJOETIEFOEL DAYYYY! >__<


So i just found out today
that the guy i told you before,
of my 1st date,
had an ''affair'' with his ex yesterday,
they kissed,
and my friend and his friend were kinda angry,
but i was happy! xD
and you know why?
now i have a reason to turn him down!~ :B
so i dont have to make me feeling bad about giving the 'good' boy a chance.
but so, he betrayed me, sort of, and now im so happy with it!
im done, now i dont have to do him a favor everytime he wants to do something
or i dont have to feel akward everytime.
so yeah, i didnt have any feelings at all for him xd
wauw, i feel sad for him, but yeah who cares anyway :3
he's a player, and players need to be played sometimes.
but im not in the mood for getting revenge,
cause i didnt like him at the beginning so yeah xD

T-ara - like the beginning is a great song btw! ♬

but yeah, so i wanted to share my happiness with ya!!! n___n
yeyeyeyeyeeeahhhhh~ :B

CIAOO~

woensdag 10 februari 2010

clouds

warm,
feeling free,
and having nothing to worry about,
you pass me by,
you change,
every single time i look at you,
i see something new,
something different,
magical,
i lay on the grass,
and look up,
i see you,
but i cant touch you,
why?
you pass by,
you are leaving me?
but you stay still,
slide slowly.
or slide fast by.
is there a reason for this,
but still, i feel free when i look at you.
blue of the sky, the warmth of the sun and
your perfect white and soft looking shapes of animals, mystical beings and cute things.
you will never leave, but yet you do. i should be sad, but at the same time happy.
do i have to miss you?

1st date?/help?

woowowowowooooooo,
so as a girl of my age (17) its normal to have had a few boyfriends or a couple of dates.
in my case,
yesterday was my first date!!! -do i hear a hooray? o___o''-
first of all, it is winter? so obviously ; ITS COLD OUTSIDE, FREEEEEEZINGGGG!!!
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, we were sitting on a bench, outside, haha yesh OUTSIDE!
the dissaster? and all we did was sit, not talk much, oh well.
it was better than that he was all over me and tried to kiss me or whatever :'|
hahaaa, but hes nice. so there's nothing wrong with the boy itself.
hes nice. short though xd
im also a short one : 1.51 M T^T
wauwwwww~
haha, but yeah ok, im not really a type of girl for dating and stuff like that so yeah i was kinda afraid
for the guy to kiss me o__o''
and after the date -KUCH? date?- we were talking on msn, and he said ; i didnt know if it was
a good idea, but i wanted to kiss you. didnt know if you would get angry or anything.
so i said ; yes, im glad you didnt do it or i would be feeling uncomfortable all the time xd
and yeah he said some things all of a sudden like ; i really like you ❤
.....
GEHHHH? Ò___O
its cute, but he sais it too often and everytime all of a sudden o__O
so yeahh, idk?
so there's a problem i think ; i dont really have any feelings for him. and what ive heard is
that he likes to have a relationship with me.
so i wanted to ask what to do? can someone help me with this?
i think my brain isnt co-operating for some reason and comming up with a solution for this problem.
because i dont know what to do, i dont really have any feelings for him.
so should i try to find out what im feeling? and try to get to know him better,
or just follow my feelings as they are now ; not feeling a complete thing and depress myself with being with him.

wauwww, i was serious about what i said earlier ; in every blog having something negative xD
not goooooooooooooooooood~ ♪

MEHHH T^T help?

maandag 8 februari 2010

nails today~

aahhhhhhhhh i LOOOVE doing my nails!
however sometimes my hand shakes like a earthquake, but thats ok :B







HEHE,
so my main goal was a french manicure á la gyaru style xd
haha,
blue for the ends where usually the white goes,
with glitterly nailpolish drew a line on the harsh line of the blue,
so if you made mistakes, you could cover it up! 8D
And on my ring/index fingers i drew stars! ★★★
Yes yesh i did it all with nail polish and a toothpick! xD
Haha wauwww,
i was VERY shaky o___o''

hope ya like it! :B





WAAAHHH i had fun! :3
i did them yesterday, hihi~
so ill be posting more! n__n


BYE BYE ♬

PIGGIE GIVES LUVV :B

on my nerves/on my nerves/on my nerves

met people who are really working ur nerves?
i met them, talked to them, laughed with them and even had a fight with them.
or i ignored them and wished for a lightning to strike them, but that would be mean &
not the cute me~ n__n .......... ô__o HA-HA?
yeah right,
like all people with a nice/cute/gentle or whatever kind of face that has one of an angel is a cutiepie!
woahh, if that would be it, the world would be messed up. it already is?
oh my bad :B
did it ever made you wonder WHY oh WHY do u have to be so nice towards some people who you just CANT stand? i have them. we call it ; FAMILY. so no serieusly. everybody has cousins that work on their nerves. i have a 9 year old who has the power to cry and turn every bad looking eye of a grownup towards ME O.O????
helloooooooooooooooo~ i may be the oldest one, but do i have to be the culprit all the time?
geez,
and also ; friends.
i love them, i obviously do, but sometimes...... :3
UHAUA, out of protection ♡♡♡♡♡♡
miememeiemeimeieeehh T__T
i have a feeling about every blog ill ever write has to be something negative.
but im not a negative person.. noooooooooooo :B
so the next one will probably be a.. HAPPY one xd
yeey for me! n__n

HELLO

Hii, hello, how r u? im NOT fine,

Ok,

so i've been trying for several hours (few minutes) now to try and search for how this blogspot thing works. I dont know, and i think im not going to find out soon, because thats just the way my brain works :3
hooraaaaayyy for my brains~
im not even sure this thing is gonna be posted, but i hope for my macbook the best or ill throw it out of the window xD

anyway,
hows everybody doing? well, ive been doing GREAT n__n''
hahaaaaaaaaaa,
Is february a hell month? or is is just me? idk, but strange things have been happening. does it have to do with the day of which i call death day. yesh,
its february 14th. gosh. i want it to end, the love of couples on the streets everyday makes me... not good xd
ever seen a green face? look at my face and u'll know <#
hmm, so like every teenager im going to talk about school. I'm a student at the Deltion College. Im studying International Tourism, and so far so good. except for the homework xd
but yeah, traveling the world is something i would like to do. go to ASIA, wowowowo!
hell yeah :3
asn addict here, korea&japan rock banana's <333
butyeah, the music&fashion and the way of living attracts me~
wauw, people are going to think, wejewwww what a wannabe xd
im ME, cant help it, cant change it n__n <3

ok i think im going to write something later on, if i got this blog shizzle figured out!
MAUHAHAA, this is going to be fun.

ASTA LA VISTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BANANA'S o______ô <3