1st date?/help?

woowowowowooooooo,
so as a girl of my age (17) its normal to have had a few boyfriends or a couple of dates.
in my case,
yesterday was my first date!!! -do i hear a hooray? o___o''-
first of all, it is winter? so obviously ; ITS COLD OUTSIDE, FREEEEEEZINGGGG!!!
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, we were sitting on a bench, outside, haha yesh OUTSIDE!
the dissaster? and all we did was sit, not talk much, oh well.
it was better than that he was all over me and tried to kiss me or whatever :'|
hahaaa, but hes nice. so there's nothing wrong with the boy itself.
hes nice. short though xd
im also a short one : 1.51 M T^T
wauwwwww~
haha, but yeah ok, im not really a type of girl for dating and stuff like that so yeah i was kinda afraid
for the guy to kiss me o__o''
and after the date -KUCH? date?- we were talking on msn, and he said ; i didnt know if it was
a good idea, but i wanted to kiss you. didnt know if you would get angry or anything.
so i said ; yes, im glad you didnt do it or i would be feeling uncomfortable all the time xd
and yeah he said some things all of a sudden like ; i really like you ❤
.....
GEHHHH? Ò___O
its cute, but he sais it too often and everytime all of a sudden o__O
so yeahh, idk?
so there's a problem i think ; i dont really have any feelings for him. and what ive heard is
that he likes to have a relationship with me.
so i wanted to ask what to do? can someone help me with this?
i think my brain isnt co-operating for some reason and comming up with a solution for this problem.
because i dont know what to do, i dont really have any feelings for him.
so should i try to find out what im feeling? and try to get to know him better,
or just follow my feelings as they are now ; not feeling a complete thing and depress myself with being with him.

wauwww, i was serious about what i said earlier ; in every blog having something negative xD
not goooooooooooooooooood~ ♪

MEHHH T^T help?